Second Chapter: A Little Note

A mind full of kindness, tenderness and care shaped by wordily world's words to build an environment not dare to answer the question, everyone would definitely ask about. A mind with hardwired concept of what Reality is, always disturbed my mind when I heard people around me discussing the answers whose questions were wrong and never existed, or I believe they never did. The facts are shaped to save a blind alley for the superfluous humans to vindicate them of all what they first called sins, evil and act of devil.

Young and idiot believing in fantasy world and thinking of fantasy and chasing of fantasy world, I and many other waste their lives hurting people and affecting so many lives just because you are not wise enough to accept the harsh truth.

There are so many concepts which people had been believing and still they have many to continue to harness the emotional fools' fringes. The thing intrigue me a lot is what people think when somebody realize them that all these time they were wrong.

I was told that during night trees have demons in them so do not sleep under them, they will get angry and strangle you to death. And a few years later, I found the real facts. But still when I ask people that what think about this now. People say anomalous things which never include their being on wrong side or side which is not right.
Like this many of my fancy concepts shattered, I realized that I can't find anything true right away or there are just fancy words of right and wrong.

A great poet of turkey, Rumi said,
"Out beyond the ideas of Right and Wrong, there is a field. I meet you there."
Firstly I didn't understand it well but I think I am now.

One thing I realized in recent years, that people may want to be told lies but one thing they never wanted.
"They should be told that they were bullied and fooled".

Second Chapter : First Glance Of Reality

There is a state you can find in a person where his tone is steady and smooth, his eyes be slightly dim and damp and his body stature is uniform. And mostly importantly the word he would utter then, would be a unique combination of words with power to show truth of oneself for any problem of life or any situation.
I call this state " 3 A.M version of People" Honest, Vulnerable and Calm.
I always listen carefully when one is at this state and I always find something very interesting and intriguing.
The very First One is as follow:
On my response to an argument on a delicate topic with my most venerated teacher in school, the argument was, " Sir! after retirement you will have a decent calm life and you will have enough time to rest and enjoy it".
He said, in the 3 A.M state, "Dear, Remember life will never get contented and serene. It will only get more twisted than before," After these words, our eyes gone distracted ,  there was a span of silence and we know the reason.
These words were imprinted in my mind and title was 'First Glance of Reality'.
The perspective of reality is relative and it changes drastically from man to man and place to place. The idea of 'what is reality' is itself extremely intriguing.
A generalized version of Reality is as follow:

"Each of us lives dependent and bound by individual knowledge and awareness, all that is what we call 'Reality'. However, both knowledge and awareness are equivocal. One's reality might be anothers illusion. We all live inside our fantasies."

Our senses are dependent and manipulated over the time by our society and environment, and then it shapes our mind and a way of thinking. With all these enormous views and angles for everything around, how can we hope that our way of considering things and believes can only be taken veracious.