Second Chapter: A Little Note

A mind full of kindness, tenderness and care shaped by wordily world's words to build an environment not dare to answer the question, everyone would definitely ask about. A mind with hardwired concept of what Reality is, always disturbed my mind when I heard people around me discussing the answers whose questions were wrong and never existed, or I believe they never did. The facts are shaped to save a blind alley for the superfluous humans to vindicate them of all what they first called sins, evil and act of devil.

Young and idiot believing in fantasy world and thinking of fantasy and chasing of fantasy world, I and many other waste their lives hurting people and affecting so many lives just because you are not wise enough to accept the harsh truth.

There are so many concepts which people had been believing and still they have many to continue to harness the emotional fools' fringes. The thing intrigue me a lot is what people think when somebody realize them that all these time they were wrong.

I was told that during night trees have demons in them so do not sleep under them, they will get angry and strangle you to death. And a few years later, I found the real facts. But still when I ask people that what think about this now. People say anomalous things which never include their being on wrong side or side which is not right.
Like this many of my fancy concepts shattered, I realized that I can't find anything true right away or there are just fancy words of right and wrong.

A great poet of turkey, Rumi said,
"Out beyond the ideas of Right and Wrong, there is a field. I meet you there."
Firstly I didn't understand it well but I think I am now.

One thing I realized in recent years, that people may want to be told lies but one thing they never wanted.
"They should be told that they were bullied and fooled".

Second Chapter : First Glance Of Reality

There is a state you can find in a person where his tone is steady and smooth, his eyes be slightly dim and damp and his body stature is uniform. And mostly importantly the word he would utter then, would be a unique combination of words with power to show truth of oneself for any problem of life or any situation.
I call this state " 3 A.M version of People" Honest, Vulnerable and Calm.
I always listen carefully when one is at this state and I always find something very interesting and intriguing.
The very First One is as follow:
On my response to an argument on a delicate topic with my most venerated teacher in school, the argument was, " Sir! after retirement you will have a decent calm life and you will have enough time to rest and enjoy it".
He said, in the 3 A.M state, "Dear, Remember life will never get contented and serene. It will only get more twisted than before," After these words, our eyes gone distracted ,  there was a span of silence and we know the reason.
These words were imprinted in my mind and title was 'First Glance of Reality'.
The perspective of reality is relative and it changes drastically from man to man and place to place. The idea of 'what is reality' is itself extremely intriguing.
A generalized version of Reality is as follow:

"Each of us lives dependent and bound by individual knowledge and awareness, all that is what we call 'Reality'. However, both knowledge and awareness are equivocal. One's reality might be anothers illusion. We all live inside our fantasies."

Our senses are dependent and manipulated over the time by our society and environment, and then it shapes our mind and a way of thinking. With all these enormous views and angles for everything around, how can we hope that our way of considering things and believes can only be taken veracious.

First Chapter: Ignorance

Meaning of Life

First Chapter: Ignorance
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Faith comes free but food not.
In Early Years of  Life, Life was amidst great twist and thunders yet in so peace that after years I just remember those days of innocence minds which now have been filled with selfishness,hatred and 'purpose'.

Those days were highly influential  where on one hand we were learning magical world of far beyond and we are to prepare for it by just avoiding this artificial and immortal world, and on other hand we were making our effort to get enough skills to earn a lot of money to make a luxurious life for the people around ours who are investing into you.

This idea that this "world is illusion" and yet I and everyone around me putting all his effort to make an easy luxurious life without any hardships (as money is the solution of everything, because this what they were and are seeing as reality instead of what they were and are told from books consider not doubtful) shuttered my mind sometime. But as food was, is and will be most important concerned of every life around, so these striking ideologies didn't bother me a lot.

We load our young minds with fancy words like destiny, success, peace of mind and then reality.
There are many others words with religious meaning. Problem with them they take the minds into eternal disturbance as we get different meaning at different time. Instead of making our lives to invest into something useful we prepare their minds to something not real and achievable .

So all that were around me to attend school, religious center and sports with former two as compulsion not to learn or enjoy. One thing that I observe for those days were we set an impossible goal for our morally and financially that now I think were impossible indeed.

I observed and still the situation is same till now that people were and are very unsupportive, mostly because they couldn't achieve that and some because they thought this would be less fruitful or it could hurt.

Amidst  these people's  made up stories and nonsense which back then I definitely not know I found interest in religious speakers to learn the deep meaning and make my believes strong and firm.
As psychology suggest "Humans unconsciously try to find answer that support his beliefs which in way or other good for human growth and survival".
This what I was trying to find my beliefs and Meaning of Life to be come out true. And in between filtering out the nonsense to avoid any absurd thinking.

I always wanted to read other's people minds as this Idea and many others we had been told and seen on cartoon and movies. As I was a shy person and had problem to talk to strangers but for few years. For early age I was questioning about some big questions which nobody had the answer. Sometimes we shut or answered in a way which can't be perceived.

All these questions were to come and disturb us later on  when the sweet years to depart for good.
Ignorance was a bliss and we believed what we were told and accepted as accepting elders is essential for human survival as history suggests.

Now I have seen the Ignorance of people made them in settle in never ending suffering. Society made the rules to flourish and in this attempt there are people mostly poor ones who suffer from them.
As in human history these ruler and rule maker weren't from the poor.

Ignorance certainly a bliss to some extent but truth is still bitter yet (I dont know the right word).

My friend once said on our discussion of what kind of superstitious beliefs people had and have now so he said for people who worship gods in stone form that "If I could believe in some other god, I will believe the god would be 'Money' as everybody is looking for it striving and thinking about all the time from all the ways it could".
 

Meaning of Life

Meaning of Life

First Chapter: Ignorance

It is said that, " Ignorance is a Bliss". In my early days when I got a mere sight of   consciousness words from all dimensions good,bad emotional, worldly, made-up, wise,garbage, and nonsense  shutter my mind and develop a perspective about the life around me.
And It took me, oh I took me 18 Years to realize that (I wish I couldn't ask for more knowledge, facts and realities ) "Ignorance really really is a Bliss".

For the starter of Life, we feed the young ones with the information they believe the whole side of the picture and make them follow a familiar path they or people around them, followed and ended up with the result they thought are good for everybody literally everybody.
And that's where problem starts, we taught what is the purpose of life, meaning of life, whats true and false, whats is ethically right and wrong and what should you do and pursue.
It doesn't mean that it wrong because I think "Man decide what is wrong and what is right, things which were once considered wrong are now accepted as legitimate".
But I have the problem that why we not accept and encourage to think more into it and see if there is any other way looking at things apart from what we had been told once.

Human is an interesting creature, Feed them with ideas and they will create a show out of it.

When I started my journey none of these questions ever bothered me a lot because I had taken my "Idea and faith Pills"and Was practicing them with a great zeal about which I sometime can't believe how far I have come, may Its the wrong path or not!!!.
I believe the meaning of life to serve God 's orders while making a lot of money and fulfill the dreams of the people investing into me.
So faith comes free but food not
And All the problem of this human world started when he first felt hunger.
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